Hope!

This is going to sound like such a strange thing to say, but I am so thankful to see my period started on time, and so thankful to know that I am ovulating! This gives Josh and I such hope for the future...so many couples have such a hard time getting regular after a loss, and its such a hard journey, to me this is a sign everything will work out in time, not in the next month or so but in the next few years, its such a blessing in such an odd disguise! Thats all I have to say today... as of right now we are nothing but mere shadows in Gods loving light, He is showing us the way, in what He wishes for delight, all I can say is praise Him, love Him, live like Him and all is well in the Lord--I am not a church goer, or a crazy loon who preaches or even likes to hear preaching, but I am starting to see that this happened not only to bring Josh and I closer but to hopefully bring us all closer one day